haizzzz...
How many boring weekends I will have ??
I hate to stay at home at weekends, I hate to sit alone in my room to wait for something. I hate to be alone like that. Is that weekends?
I want to wander around, I want to play sport, have some parties...However I can not do it alone.
Next quarter, I will make myself busy, I intend to study Chinese and Spanish besides ESL. In addition, I want to study about Music and Art, I'm still unsure what I will study about Music and Art. I want to improve playing piano, and know more theory and history about music, kinds of music, and music culture from many countries. Also, I want to study Art, like painting oil and acrylic, drawing and sketching, water color painting and calligraphy...
Otherwise, I dont have much time to study all of this, so I think maybe I will study the introduction about ART and intermediate of Music. Well, studying will make me forget my feeling, homesick, and can release my sadness and can help me sleep easily. I'm suffering of lacking sleep. I'm tired everyday and feel empty. I don't know how to improve myself, how to get all of it through. It made me desperate !!
I want to be drunk to forget all of the memories that broke my heart. I want to be drunk to sleep forever, and never wake up !!
Do I deserve to have such a kind of this life?
2 comments:
Hi Ely,
I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. Good idea to pursue your interests next quarter. Let me know how I can help. Also, does your reading teacher give you the "Classroom Chalkboard" newsletter? There are always some special activities mentioned in there. Also there are regular activities in which you can make friends and practice your English language skills...
Hang in there!
my reading teacher gave me HOLES to study, it's all that i know. Thanks Rachael, hehe...I just want to pass ur class. I feel stuck in writing, I guess I have a lot of weakness in writing. I just need u 2 help me then !!! nice weekends
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